Sometimes our troubles come to us all at once , or at least it seems that way. I know what you are feeling, because I have had the experience more than a couple of times in my own life. It has always took me a few days to recover, and I suppose that time is still one of the best healers, if we trust the Lord during that time process! I will include you in my thoughts and Prayers and trust that God will comfort you as he has me for the past 70 years! ))))smile((((. I have known times of sorrow when I wondered if I would Die just from the pain that was in my own heart! But then I remembered what God told me in his wonderful book " I will never leave you or forsake you" This always brings tears to my eyes and then I remember that I am never alone! So remember that you are being thought of and that you are never alone either. I am cancer free now, but I have chronic kidney disease which is a progressive thing, and If I manage my diabetes, I can hold it off for a few years. We have canned 21 qts. of Green beans and I am about to start juicing tomatoes. I have beets, squash, okra, a little corn and etc.........Bud Ray