Hi La Donna, I just burst into tears for you and Belle, and all others...I have always been told, that losing a child is worse tan losing a mate or even your Mother, and losing my Mother was really crushing...so I can't identify with you on your son, ..but I can openly, and whole heartily offer any comfort that sharing Gods word brings.I just finished writing about three pages at least, to Belle.I thought best not to put it on list. I think a lot of 'lurkers' are on our list. Don't won't to do something wrong.But I shared with her, lots of good examples in the Bible...like Job,who certainly did not understand why these things were happening to him..but he did not wavier in his faith in his creator. and Abraham, who trusted God enough to sacrifice his loving son...Now that is trust...to give them up, knowing that God will raise them up again.The Bible is full of good examples that are beneficial to us today. You know Paul said "All scripture is inspired and beneficial for teaching" I have t go eat a bite...and take my B/P medicine...but I am glad you can talk about it, and I am glad you had him, too...and please know...he will be in the resurrection, and given a chance to live forever...Jesus told us what his dying for us meant. It was a ransom.to give back what Adam lost.One perfect man..to make up for Adam's sin. Adam was not perfect when he died but the greater Adam (Jesus) was. LOVE to you...have a good night, and I am glad we are friends. Stella