Hi Nita My best wishes to you. I don't know where your cancer is but I had a mastectomy 11 years ago and was lucky enough that mine hadn't spread and the doctor said it was 'encapsulated' and nothing had gone to the lymph nodes. I didn't have radaiation or chemo and I have just had my 11 year check up and all is well. The doctor said "well we're both still here and the only difference is that I have grey hair and you don't" - he didn't look very close. I can understand how you feel - but - Think Positive - I am sure you will do well - my prayers and thoughts are with you. Yvonne Taylor Sydney, Australia Email : [email protected] URL : http://www.comcen.com.au/~tayls/index.htm