References: 1 , 2 A grandchild who has lived with us since birth was 5 years old at the time of the bombing. Cody would sit and watch the rescue efforts day after day. He knew it had happened but his young mind could not understand the evil that caused this terrible tragedy. The following year, while on our way to New Mexico, he told us he wanted to go downtown see the building. Cody walked around the fence touching and reading each memorial and the pictures that loved ones had brought and left. He was totally silent. Even though he thought he understood what had happened in OK City that day, he did not fully comprehend what had happen until he saw it through his own eyes. He realized that no matter how much we loved him, we could not protect him from all the evil in the world. At night when he says his prayers, he ask the Lord to bless the babies and Mothers and Fathers who died there that day.Each year we have made the same trip and have come to the fence and stood silently. It feels sacred. The silence is deafening...... I leave in tears. We say we will never return yet we do, as though we are being drawn there. It is my prayer that the Lord bless you all, and ease your pain. I lost a child, murdered by her stepfather so I can understand the anger, the frustration. We fought for 20 years to keep him in prison. He walked out a free man in March. They should take the both of them, put them in a truck with bomb like the one used in OK City, set the timer and lock them in dark, having no idea when it was to explode. What will be done with the profits from the book? Will his family get them or his victims? The only way I would buy one would be so I could burn it. Love & God Bless Sue