This is a Message Board Post that is gatewayed to this mailing list. Author: sreynolds1956 Surnames: Reynolds Classification: queries Message Board URL: http://boards.rootsweb.com/localities.northam.usa.states.newyork.counties.chautauqua/11902.1/mb.ashx Message Board Post: I love you and miss you so much......i have thought about you everyday for 5 years. Not one day goes by that i dont remember your love. I can sit and see you there watching tv and waiting for me to wake up on the weekend. Youd be surprised i was up so early..... we'd watch the news, and youd sneek me some coffee to dunk my toast in. I remember all the trips that we took to duex.. as you called it, every fair in the summer and waldameer every summer, i loved it. I sit and wonder sumtimes how i got so lucky to have a grandma like you. No matter what was going on in my life, i could always call u adn talk to you. No matter what it was, u never judged me ever. I loved you and I still do. It makes me wonder why god does the things he does. I cant stop thinking of you especialy when its gonna be five years since you have left us. I know god must have had a reason for it, but i dont know it, and i dont think that i ever will, im listening to the song by Mandy Moore, my only hope, t! he words are lil off but i had this song in my CD player when u were sick and passed and ever since then the minute i hear it i think of you. You were my hero Grandma, you never cried but once my entire life, you were strong and respected, and never let anyone get in your way. I see now that sometimes i wasnt the nicest person at times, I want to change my life, i dont need to tell you what ive done, cause i know that you have been there all along the way. I promise that ill make changes for the better. I love you and i cant wait till i can wake up and dunk my toast in ur coffe again........I love you more than life itself Grandma.....till I see you again...have fun and take care.......Love Steven Important Note: The author of this message may not be subscribed to this list. If you would like to reply to them, please click on the Message Board URL link above and respond on the board.