I am really very very sad this year because I don't know how much planting that I will be able to do. I love it and wait all year for spring and summer to come around. Sadly, I have diabetic neuropathy in my feet and they hurt all the time. Also, because I used to get on my tippytoes to reach my plants, I injured the bottoms of my feet to the point that all that is there now is a bone sticking out in the middle of each foot and nothing but mosh on the sides of each foot. Extremely painful because I land on these bones with every step I take. My diabetic shoes do nothing for this pain. I wonder if some kind of operation would help? May inguire about it. If I have to have this pain all the time sometimes I think 'whats there for me. Kids prefer miserable (even after what he did) with one or two exceptions, grandkids prefer him to. He shows his true self to one of our kids and to one of the grandkids. He treats 3 of them completely different then he does the others, he is so very nice to them and speaks gently to them. The others he screams at. He has them fooled and he plays them. Guess I am feeling sorry for my self and this is the first time that I am. Barb

Barb it is okay to feel that way. I was in the hospital, for 2 yrs i have gained more and more weight I could't walk 2ft and the drs still don't know what causes they gave for fluid because everythingin me was floating Imean everywhere just knew I was going to drown. Istarted the med. and lost 45 pounds in 2 1/2. I still keep getting keep getting it but the med helps I am so tired of today I was making bread I forgotthe salt and whythat broke the straw so to speak and I sat and cried and cried. My knee is rubbing on bone but there again they want to replace but can't till the know what is causeing the fluid. On Apr 15, 2013 11:11 AM, "Barbara Mangan" <[email protected]> wrote: > I am really very very sad this year because I don't know how much planting > that I will be able to do. I love it and wait all year for spring and > summer to come around. Sadly, I have diabetic neuropathy in my feet and > they hurt all the time. Also, because I used to get on my tippytoes to > reach my plants, I injured the bottoms of my feet to the point that all > that is there now is a bone sticking out in the middle of each foot and > nothing but mosh on the sides of each foot. Extremely painful because I > land on these bones with every step I take. My diabetic shoes do nothing > for this pain. I wonder if some kind of operation would help? May inguire > about it. If I have to have this pain all the time sometimes I think > 'whats there for me. Kids prefer miserable (even after what he did) with > one or two exceptions, grandkids prefer him to. He shows his true self to > one of our kids and to one of the grandkids. He treats 3 of them > completely different then he does the others, he is so very nice to them > and speaks gently to them. The others he screams at. He has them fooled > and he plays them. Guess I am feeling sorry for my self and this is the > first time that I am. > Barb > > > > > > http://freepages.genealogy.rootsweb.com/~mbousman1/memory.htm > > > > ------------------------------- > To unsubscribe from the list, please send an email to > [email protected] with the word 'unsubscribe' without the > quotes in the subject and the body of the message >