List, I don't know what is going on here, but I haven't been active on this list for a long time due to the illness & death of my 23 yr. old Daughter.  And I wouldn't DARE put spam out on the list. I have been on here for years.  Then I get a message from one of the other members on here saying he knows "how I am" & I don't even know him. Whats up with that?   Im sorry, even though I don't know why I'm saying that, but I'll just delete myself if need be. I dont need this list emailing me and harrassing me I;ve been through enough. I've had lost of friends & relatives met here through the years, when I had another email address here, so I came back tonight to see if any of them were here, and see all this stuff about me. Why didn't someone just let me know?????