Julia: You and your family are in my prayers. I know somewhat to what you are going through. We lost our son-in-law this past month to a massive heart attack at the age of 43. He left a wife, our daughter age 29, a 6 month baby and another one on the way in Nov. So I can only imagine how overwhelmed you are. But the Lord knows how much we can bear. God be with you and your family. Cathie