Ok all, enough is enough. It is now becoming an obsession instead of taking it and growing from it. I was affected too, we all were affected. My husband lost a cousin he will never have the chance to get to know. None of us walked away from this victorious. And one must remember we all deal with things in our own way. Mine is to get very depressed, do something that is nice and creative, then realize. Is there anything I can do about the problem, if the answer is no, then I figure out a way to get me out of the bad depression, and I do it. It is a real bad thing that has happened. But you know none of us are doing anyone any good by keeping it going. We have a life to live and I think that it would help others to see that hay we can go on. I do not even turn on my TV, I have just now opened up this topic and was sickend by it all. You know suicide entered my mind, now I know I am not the only one who thought of that. I am a strong person but htis got me. And it is also my choice to continue to allow it to get to me. But I can not let this take my life, so please consider the ones that want some form of normality in their lives, and they need it at this point. Now on the genealogy topic of interest, does anyone have an Eshiela Green or a Halleston Green in their lines, both born in Wisconsin, if so please contact me. Leona Greene