{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Kim}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} I feel for you! All I can say is that if anyone thinks less of you that's on them! We should not judge another and it's not a reflection of you, he is just struggling. And therrefore you are too. Sometimes it's hard to go to church, but even when you don't feel like it and think everyone is judging you (I say this from experince) you feel much better after going. Love, Lisa