In response to where is the faith and testimony or someone struggling to go to church, I'd like to say with love and understanding, that although someone may have a testimony and faith not everyone is always comfortable in church. Why? There are many reasons. People can be a scary thing to face especially when you have been hurt by them a lot. And if someone is stronger in that area great! But lets be understanding of those who have different personalities and talents. Judgements should be left to the Lord and he came to save, not judge. Sometimes we compare others with ourselves and think what worked for us will work for them, but we must realize that the path is straight ( meaning a wide path ) and there is room for the shy and outgoing and leaders and artists etc. Together we are whole. I like the Indian proverb, don't judge a man unless you have walked a mile in his moccasins"" and even then maybe you have different feet size etc! So what I'm trying to say is we may not understand a persons feelings because we have not been there, but there feelings are just as legit as ours and we should pray for them and ourselves! Jesus showed us the example, he was loving and understanding and not contentious. As the hym says, in the quiet heart is hidden , sorrow that the eye can not see...... God bless you all, us all! Love, Lisa