This bickering has got to end. I don't want people to feel they have to take sides. Thats not the way to love one another. I am so very sorry I worded things the way I did and caused this uproar. Casey was and is a sweet child with special needs. I just couldn't fulfill those needs. I am as much to blame as she is for us not being able to cope. I loved her as much as I could but for her it wasn't enough. I hope that all of this will be forgotten now and we can go on with the spiritual warmth we receive in the group. God Bless all of you. Faith, to you I am really sorry I made such contention in your wonderful group. You have a good thing going here and I hope you continue on with it. There is so much love in this group. I love all of you and really appreciate your efforts these last few days. But this subject is dead. Let's talk about wonderful things and count our Blessings in finding the True Church. My blessing is the sense of contentment I (usually) feel. I keep the spirit close to me with prayer and listening to the hymns on cassette. May all of you find peace and Joy. Love, Dianne