This is a Message Board Post that is gatewayed to this mailing list. Classification: Query Message Board URL: http://boards.ancestry.com/mbexec/msg/rw/xBI.2ACIB/7.27.32.46.1.1.2.1.1.1.1.2.1 Message Board Post: Hey Barbera, No I am not familiar with it,but I am frustrated this morning.I am d___ed if I do,and D___ed if I don't.I know you said that I have a terrific mom,but oh,if you could be me.I just wish for one day,my emotions were in tact,and I could figure out the pefect words to say to my mom,or if I should just keep my big mouth shut.Sometimes I wish my mom had kept me,and I wasn't taken away.I am so sad,barbera.Icry everytime I try to do something right,or at least I think is right.I am concerned that there is going to be a day where I am not going to be there for my mom because of her bitter negativity. What do I do?How can I be the perfect daughter? I wish I could be somewhere else with my true family. Barbera,I went outside to cool down this morning and she chased me and tried to talk to me outside.I need to be left alone,then,she locked me outside the house. It all started when she told me to pick up the phone and call my sons friends parents and tell them about the party she was planning for my son.So I did what she told me to do.I called my one friend and just before speaking to her I realized she started a job,so I asked her about the job,and she said she had to work till 5:30 that night,so I yelled to my A.Mom that she couldn't come,and then my A. mom got on the phone and started talking.That p'd me off,cause I think it is rude to have someone start talking on the phone when someone else is.She did say something,but I didn't hear because I was talking to my friend and I couldn't hear what she said.Anyway,I am furious,and I can't even breath without my mom saying it is ok. I obviously got it good on the financial side,but the emotional side is death scaring me. Please respond,and tell me what to do.