Yeppers...... I understand completely Bright Star! I need to post this comment regarding one of Curtis posts: Now about fitting in, we all have that situation, infact anyone of mixed race has the situation of acceptance with the races they are mixed with. But I tell you, your own nature helps determine where you will be & your spiritual walk will guide you & lead you to where & who you will be accepted by as a humanbeing. I do understand the feeling of not fully being accepted to those connections in which you carry bloodlines to. But there is always someone from all races who is accepting and not judgemental to the way others who are full-blooded feel. The ones with wisdom & spiritual balance no matter what amount of blood they carry will be there for you....Seek out your quest with the Creator and you'll and the acceptance you pray for will come to you........ blessings, Turtle/